i remember when we first met, and how your smile lit up my eyes, i can remember when i heard your voice, as sweet and tender as a childs , i can see the day when we first kissed and oh how ur love just burned within me
(chorus)
while your with me my heart burns with passion and joy, while your with me i cannot feel pain at all, my heart soars as high as the birds when i can hold you close and tight, and when you leave its all i can do to smile until you return
(verse 2)
i can see your eyes shining and twinkling in the star light, i can see the snow white glow of your skin in the moon light, how much i love you cannot be said, your everyth
Everyday i wake alone, hoping to see you there, hoding you in my lonely arms, i hope you are aaware, that you are everything to me, even though you're gone, everyday i hope to see, you all around me, encompassing everywhere.
Shards of glass
Fall all around
Wondering when I'll hit the ground
My living body
Wanting to die
Knowing my life
Is just a lie
A joke that everyone plays along
Till we here that Final song
In our hearts
The music plays
Our own hearts
On display
Letting the world
See all fear
Resounding within
The heads of those who leer
Waiting for that final hour
When the bell will toll
And our final desires
Will be fullfilled
Unable to see
What's happening
Just knowing we're done
Till that sad morning
Pain, fear,terror,resent all feelings felt daily
wishing i hadn't done this or that
hoping it would all fall into place
just a dream of one who is a screw up
the dream of one who does everything wrong
living minute for minute, hour for hour, day for day, and year for year
Though poeple come and go
my heart is not yet filled with sorrow
though people are born and die
i surely wont cry
my exterior expression
shows only definite depression
but even though i wish for my death
i still take every breath
wishing, hoping its my last because my life is nowhere near a blast
The sound of clashing steel
rings out in the valley
the sounds of cries of agany
radiates the true tragedy
the sounds of labored breaths
show mans last test
the greatest question to be answered
Am I worthy?
my heart aches with the pain of rejection
my heart fades as i realize she is not there my heart broke when she said no
then my heart recovers as it grows dark and cold
realizing love is not there
it is everywhere but in me
my heart taints
as it grows dark with pain
then cold with lack of care
then i figure i should give it all up
knowing i have the worst of luck
i have the worst of luck because
i know all about heart break ache
My heart tore out
by a scornful hand
unknowing how i feel
unknowing she was my last hope
now, i have no hope
just pain and darkness
pain and darkness in the void
in the void where my heart once was
in the void where pain is
where darkness is
where it is cold and hard
in the void that is a hole
a hole that is a vortex
that consumes all love
consumes all care
consumes all but pain and sorrow
i remember when we first met, and how your smile lit up my eyes, i can remember when i heard your voice, as sweet and tender as a childs , i can see the day when we first kissed and oh how ur love just burned within me
(chorus)
while your with me my heart burns with passion and joy, while your with me i cannot feel pain at all, my heart soars as high as the birds when i can hold you close and tight, and when you leave its all i can do to smile until you return
(verse 2)
i can see your eyes shining and twinkling in the star light, i can see the snow white glow of your skin in the moon light, how much i love you cannot be said, your everyth
Everyday i wake alone, hoping to see you there, hoding you in my lonely arms, i hope you are aaware, that you are everything to me, even though you're gone, everyday i hope to see, you all around me, encompassing everywhere.
In the darkness is where i dwell
It's where I sleep
Where i work the best
In the darkness is where I love
I love in the darknessso I don't get hurt
So I don't lose
But yet, I don't win
In the Darkness is where I write
I write in the darkness so I'm not judged
So I'm not told I'm not too dark
So I'm not told I'm too harsh
In the darkness is where I hide
I hide in the darkness to get away from it all
To get away from all heart break
Passion
Evil
And good
In the darkness is my life
My heart tore out
by a scornful hand
unknowing how i feel
unknowing she was my last hope
now, i have no hope
just pain and darkness
pain and darkness in the void
in the void where my heart once was
in the void where pain is
where darkness is
where it is cold and hard
in the void that is a hole
a hole that is a vortex
that consumes all love
consumes all care
consumes all but pain and sorrow
my heart aches with the pain of rejection
my heart fades as i realize she is not there my heart broke when she said no
then my heart recovers as it grows dark and cold
realizing love is not there
it is everywhere but in me
my heart taints
as it grows dark with pain
then cold with lack of care
then i figure i should give it all up
knowing i have the worst of luck
i have the worst of luck because
i know all about heart break ache
The sound of clashing steel
rings out in the valley
the sounds of cries of agany
radiates the true tragedy
the sounds of labored breaths
show mans last test
the greatest question to be answered
Am I worthy?
Though poeple come and go
my heart is not yet filled with sorrow
though people are born and die
i surely wont cry
my exterior expression
shows only definite depression
but even though i wish for my death
i still take every breath
wishing, hoping its my last because my life is nowhere near a blast
Pain, fear,terror,resent all feelings felt daily
wishing i hadn't done this or that
hoping it would all fall into place
just a dream of one who is a screw up
the dream of one who does everything wrong
living minute for minute, hour for hour, day for day, and year for year
Current Residence: Jasper IN deviantWEAR sizing preference: Mediun Favourite genre of music: Death metal Favourite style of art: Gothic Personal Quote: "If it doesn't kill you, it builds you, or kills you later" my original quote